I am a slave to my emotions. I am a lazy slave too I think feel. I have only one response to emotion and that is to celebrate with alcohol. I started a new job yesterday. A job that for me at this stage appears to be perfect. It is at the Refugee and Migrant support centre that I have volunteered at for the last 5 years. I should be happy, I am happy, I loved my first day. So I come home and drink a bottle of wine with dinner. So why do I always have to sabotage my weight loss efforts with alcohol. Yes I know, I am pathetic and I need to stop it. I'll weigh on Friday this week, to be in a group that are trying the be accountable to each other tactic. I will probably have put on weight or have lost so little and then I know how I will feel. But it's my fault. Arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!